I was goofing off with a guy friend of mine the other day,we were laughing and just kind of play fighting and having a good time. He raised his hand and all of a sudden I felt this crazy terror. I guess they call it a flash back. He saw it in my eyes before I even realize what was going on. "I'm sorry, You Look so scared." I know he would never hit me. I felt so stupid. I am grateful that he understood but at the same time so freaking pissed off that i reacted that way i did.
How long is it going to be until i am not scared anymore?
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November 2006 I was told the only way I would get out was in a body bag. On October 26th 2009 I did make out... alive... because I am not ready to be my daughter's guardian angel.
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http://www.ndvh.org/
1.800.799.SAFE (7233)
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Are you being abused
If you answer yes to even one of the following Questions you may be in a abusive relationship
Does your partner:
- Embarrass you with put-downs?
- Look at you or act in ways that scare you?
- Control what you do, who you see or talk to or where you go?
- Stop you from seeing your friends or family members?
- Take your money or Social Security check, make you ask for money or refuse to give you money?
- Make all of the decisions?
- Tell you that you’re a bad parent or threaten to take away or hurt your children?
- Prevent you from working or attending school?
- Act like the abuse is no big deal, it’s your fault, or even deny doing it?
- Destroy your property or threaten to kill your pets?
- Intimidate you with guns, knives or other weapons?
- Shove you, slap you, choke you, or hit you?
- Force you to try and drop charges?
- Threaten to commit suicide?
- Threaten to kill you?
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