I was goofing off with a guy friend of mine the other day,we were laughing and just kind of play fighting and having a good time. He raised his hand and all of a sudden I felt this crazy terror. I guess they call it a flash back. He saw it in my eyes before I even realize what was going on. "I'm sorry, You Look so scared." I know he would never hit me. I felt so stupid. I am grateful that he understood but at the same time so freaking pissed off that i reacted that way i did.
How long is it going to be until i am not scared anymore?